My withdrawal from facebook has been slow. So many of my blogging friends are there and I like to check up on them. And then I scroll...looking for answers that have no questions. Next thing I know I have wasted hours on nonsense. Oy
This is such a strange time of life for me. I look at my hands and wonder whan my mom's hands were exchanged for my yourhful ones. I look in the mirror and don't recognize the person staring babk. And I wonder where it all went to hell. My health, my weight, patience, my happiness, my sense of self. I miss the woman I used to be before five bouts with cancer, before my amputation and revisions. I was active, went to the gym, maintained a household. helped my husband, laughed. It's been so long since I laughed. I need to put that on my to-dp ;ost
I need to find the reset button or the freeze frams.
