Tuesday, April 16, 2013
...I have had such a heavy heart lately, so much so that I have considered closing down this little blog of mine. I get the feeling that many of us are feeling the same thing on one level or another. I haven't written anything in over three weeks and for someone like me who needs an outlet for these feelings and the friendship it brings, that is a long three weeks. I wonder if I've lost that feeling, that lovin' feeling. I wonder if I've said everything I needed to say or if I've said anything at all, anything that matters or makes sense. I try to remember why I started this adventure and how exciting it was at first and wonder when it became a chore. Life has been so overwhelming lately and this is beginning to feel like one more thing I have to get done and I don't want to feel that way. I've been running and running and getting no where, heaviness in my legs and feet and no where to go. Running on empty. Should I stay or should I go? More importantly, are you running towards something, running in place, or not at all?
Let our prayers and actions run towards Peace.